hooooray!!!im back!again.again.again.i miss blogging so much that i just kept on checking all my links and found out that there are some of them that i cant view.im just wondering why nor i dont even bother reading the entire pop-up message when i click those links.i just knew that i dont have the access to their blogs anymore.anyway,,,these are the highlights of what happened in my life this past few months that ive been invisible to the blogging world....

• graduated last april.the feeling was overwhelming,,,really. i mean that was my no. 1 goal for the over a year and heck i was really obsessed in achieving that "finish line".it was really great when i learned that im on the list of the graduating students posted in the lobby ou my school, i immediately called my dad about the good news and boy i almost made him cry that until now he denies it but figured out with my tito that he really cried when he was informed that i was really really graduating.
  
• my dad didnt made it to come home because of his work.so its only my mom and my tito attended my graduation rites.
  
• at the graduation ceremony it was fun and exciting seeing tons of student wearing black togas with different colored hoods though in later part was kinda boring because of the diploma distribution for the gazillion students of letran.joseph,kim,dianne and me sneak out of the ceremony to supply nicotene in our body hehe.
  
• oh i almost forgot to include that i scratched my digicam during baccalauriat mass.me and kim were really fooling around and running when it was the time for our batch group picture when i slipped my butt off in the stairs.as in plakda.haha.i was super embarassed that i want the floor to swallow me right then and there.
  
• 4 days before graduation we went to "tingloy"its a secluded beach in batangas.secluded here means theres no cottages&resorts,electricity, bathrooms and facilities you may find in a typical beaches in the country.so there we experienced and enjoyed buliding and staying in the tent.we cooked our own food using charcoals,dried twigs and leaves as if we were in a camping site.hehe.the beach was so great that the moment i saw it i literally jumped my ass on the water.plus the sand is sooo white its really like a cleaner version of white beach in puerto.it was really fun,fun,fun!!!and i was sooo drunk.hehe
  
• i didnt attend my final interview in this japanese company because i went to puerto galera with lucky,anne,apple and choi.it was exactly two days after my graduation and all i want is to breathe fresh sea air..but really, all i want to do those days was to relax at least for a while,i mean i think i deserve a break after all i just came out in a world full of worries,tensions,cramming,puyat,stress and all.getting a job is really way far in my mind that moment.
  
• i got a really flirty skirt and turqoise(is this the real spelling?im so bobo.hehe) two-piece swimsuit but also got annoyed when i saw a girl wearing the same skirt and then the next day saw another girl wearing a two-piece which is exactly the replica of my swimsuit.huhu
  

yey!im back from puerto...
lotsa fun!
had a blast!bitin nga lang coz 3 days 2 nyts lang kami....
but it was ok...
the food is great and so is the weather...
i wanna go back there sana...last week of april seems ok.hope my sked will permit me to.....:)

can't help but to let the tears fall whenever the topic is him.....
i think i'm goin' crazy....
when will it be me??
dammit!

inluv part two

at last!di na ko inlove kay goatee..yey!but sumhow theres another guy who's robbing all my senses.ive been thinkin' of him 24/7.and its hard pla.i mean im getting so praning na thinking where he is right now,whos with him.okay i know im like this din before with goatee.pero this time iba tlga.maybe pareho lang sa kin when it comes sa pagiisip sa knila or being paranoid.pero i can feel the difference between how i felt about goatee before and how i feel right now.hmnnnnn....im just happy right now and i dont wanna ruin the momentum.=)

ann melody, 9:09 PM,Tuesday, March 08, 2005


community service

just got from sta. maria again.two times in a row.hah!never thought of coming back to that place again.but unfortunately have to conduct some community service there.at least for my csp.pero kei lng.good thing ive got my two friends to go with me.the long trip was so boring that i just slept all through out the long ride.pero after we made some one-on-one tutorial for the kids who were not given the chance to go to school,masaya na.i really felt good helping those children.parang i realize na im so lucky pa rin pla coz my 'rents can afford to send me to a great school pa rin unlike those children,right?at least once in a while nakakatulong ako....db?drama.hehehe.and plus today i just met him.=)

ann melody, 10:41 PM,Sunday, March 06,2005


---Just got dis from my archives while im scanning my blog.....im just checking how was my life back then....and what i found out made me even think more.....could it make any difference if could turn back time?maybe i'm not as crushed ryt now....:(

excerpts from A Warm Cup:

"i nod. Lookin' at d way u hesitate to tale my hand, resting so near yours, i know ur alreadt gone. I will make it easy for both of us, i tel myself. I will forget the feel of your hands on my skin. I will smile and tel u that i;m happy for you because that's what u want to hear, and that is what i want to believe. I will not hope you will be back soon nor say that i wish i were goin with you....Instead i will keep in mind that there is nothing between us anymore. Its just that the coffee is too warm, and i am so cold......"

haloooooooooo!!!!!!yeis im back!!!!buhay pa buhay pa ko...
hay super dami nngyari dis last few months..kulang ang isang upuan sa isang mahaba habang kwentuhan!
whirlwind romance of the year ang drama ko!
huwat????!!!ay uu super dami tlga nagyari,,,,msaya pero mas mas malungkot. anu ba yan ang gulo...getz nyo?ah basta saka na...
chineck ko lang ang account to dito at para mawelcome ulit ako sa blogging world!!!!!un nah!

at long last.nkpag blog rin.

just got home from alabang.w/ lucky and lhen.chikahan lang.super miss ko yun,those alabang days na wla nman kaming ginagawa kundi magkwentuhan lang.syang baby gay was not there kanina.busy daw with her exams.kaartehan lang.e bkit nman ako?my sched's super overloaded na.mas grabe pa kesa dati......mejo nainarte lang ako while telling to myself that"i neeeddd a break!!!badly!!" kya eto mmya super ngarag n nman.gonna work on my pfs....

the reports due last saturday.di lang kami nkpagpass kc nga kulang pa mga data nmin. soo pass pa rin kami khit late na....kei lng yun khit ay grade deduction na.hehe...

un lang.drop by lng nman e....

i miss blogging sOo much....my sched for the past few weeks were so hectic.super.my world's been spinning between my business and studies.yup.studies.as in pfs.ayt.ayt....i am sOo damn busy ryt now...cant even find time to blog.or even to visit my site....huhuhu.anyway ok nman..the business is goin smooth....db sabi ko nga im gonna be a millionaire!hehe...anyway i got my first check last jul 15,first friday when i joined this"bussiness"....it felt great!super happy....met lots of interesting people there and agreeing to achieve the same goal together...like that stuff.
pfs nman.our group is doin fine...chapter 1 is complete na.ready for its deadline for friday...u see monday pa lang pero ok na.hehe.maagap lang.bka may revision e.patay na!!!but theres this thing that we should research..until now we cant decide pa rin what we're gonna use for our packaging material.LDPE ba or HDPE or LLDPE?haaaay kakaloka!actually kaya lang nkapagpost kc tinatamad na ako magresearch about our topic.....so blog muna.hehe=)

hey bkit n nman di available ang tag-board ko.dati to rin problem ng chatterbox ah!aba unti unti ng nagkakaproblema mga tagboard ngayon ah!!!bkit kayaaaa???hmnnnnn.....
greetings box:
happy bday rachelle and kim-- both my downlines...hehe!!!gud luck sa atin.were gonna make it!

la lang....guto ko lang magpost kasi july na e wala pa ko post....hehe.il write a long post later.lucky u have to read it owkie.la lang kwento ko marami....about you-know-who.......hehe!

i am so wasted this past few days....adviser hunting.may isa kc pasaway feel na feel ang pagpapahabol.and finally after a week of hunting him we got an appointment with him this afternoon...phew!we're trying to find a topic for our feasiblity study.and i tell you that its not easy as i first thought of...usually kasi its an industry-based study which means that we have to find a willing company to conduct the study first and then the they're the one who will give us the topic...but the problem is its suppose to be a topicc that deals with the manufaturing,production and the likes but ang nangyayari parang nagiging complicated and ee slash ece na ung project thats why its not going to be an industry-based study anymore.we are given the right to choose a topic first and then ska na hahanap ng company....nyek ganun din!mas pinaharapan lang kami.damn asbrang hirap pang mgahanap ng topic coz magcoconcentrate this year sa re-packaging and nawiwindang na ko sa kakaisip sa products na pwede i-repack...uhmmm toothpaste,soap,canned goods....kahit nga gas parang gusto kong ire-pack ngayon e...hahaha!!brainstorming!!!wait lng bka maghang ang utak ko....hehe ayt lucky...sheyt!klangan ko na muna magre-boot hahaha.....

lucky,lhen and me met edwin and jeff last monday sa greenbelt.syang me-anne was not there.may pasok ka sya that day..it was fun.we talked non stop about anything..it so fun talking with him kc he really listens to what i am saying.anyway speaking of lucky she txted me yesterday and she told me na di na ngay tuloy mag-apply as a call center agent....y oh y?becOooz tuloy na sila sa yondon!!!hehe ala vincent!may sked na sya for an interview.....actually sbi nya tuloy na nga daw,,,how i wish nga matuloy na sila.wow im soo happy for you dude!!!wtch out yondon!on the way na ang isang pentium 2 dyan...hahaha!!!and hirs me-ann she told me rin yesterday that he asked jelo back...and they agreed to have an open relationship.haaa!open rel?does it work pa ba ngayon?i caaant believe that she really did it.i mean after all the mournings that she'd been through.nkapag suffer na sya ng sbra and in one click ala na....start from scratch n nman sya sa pain.bala cya. tsk tsk.martyrdom.once they called me din as martyr.i exactly knew how does it feel to loove someone that much.kaya nga im so annoyed with her kasi ako nget over ko na yung ganung feelings e bkit sya di nya kaya....e i knew nman na she can do it din.i know its not my business anymore e how can i stand nman to see her like that e alam kong ayaw n tlga sa kanya ni jelo.nakukulitan na siguro.hayyyy!!mary anne......move on!u have to make a comment about this post ok!its a must!check ur blog asap....

nyway...while typing this post e medyo nagsesearch di ako about the topic.pero medyo lang.and guess what?di na pwede yung proposed topic nmin......meron ng ganung product sa states.so hndi na pwede un coz it should be original nga daw!actually naisip ko na rin na meron ng ganung product sa states but in denial lang ako kasi gusto ko n nga yung topic na yun and when i checked it in the net shoot! meron na nga!may gawd!!!kaloka!!!anu na lang product ala ang america ha?anu pa?anu pa?another brainstorming na nman...........